I love to plan. I love to know what’s going to happen and when. I love to know every detail. I love for people to know I know every detail. I love to know (said that word alot in that paragraph).
Luckily I can relax a bit in my personal life with the planning aspect, I’ve gotten a lot better over the year, but career wise it’s all in the plan!
Every event I organise has details planned down to when the final cup of coffee should be on the table or the band need to start playing exactly 2 minutes before the crowds start tumbling in. In the world of events you have to have this mentality. If you don’t, then things could f**k up. But when they do it’s important to remain calm and of course, have a plan!
This present moment and past couple months is probably the first time since I was young where I’ve not really had to plan anything. I wake up in the morning, with no idea what’s ahead for the day and just go with the flow. It’s quite liberating actually and is a new way of thinking which I’m not used to. I think it has had a major positive impact on my mental health.
I’ve really been able to sit back and think about my future, where I want to be, what I want to be doing and where I want to live. Also having my mom to talk things through with has been a massive added bonus.
I guess in a way, I have still been planning but not to the extreme that I normally do. I have made some life decisions which I’m super excited about and can’t wait to share. I am excited to get back into work again, but I’m also excited about my mindset I feel I now have with my personal life.
So yes, I still love planning but maybe at a reduced level. I don’t want to feel as stressed and on edge.
I’m ready to get back into the world now and kick some ass!
How are you all feeling?